After about a million years away from this blog, I'm going to try my best to start up again for the maybe 2 people who read this.
Hubby is away for 3 weeks playing a show in Florida so I'm on full-time mommy duty and almost (but not quite) full time work duty. Not working AS much since I need to be home with the little guy. Time with him is just amazing.
He is so smart and so kind and just so lovely to be around. Unfortunately, though, he is a little ball of sass and I think that's a little bit of terrible two-ness creeping in. When he wants something he makes a mad face and says "GIMEE THAT" ... not fun. But we've had time out a few times so hopefully the habit gets kicked quickly.
Lots of other emotional things going on, good and bad. One of my best friends is due with her little man Caleb in April and I don't think I've been so excited about something in a very long time. I can't wait to shower him with love and introduce him to his hopefully future best bud/cousin Nicholas. It's really wonderful for me to watch two people so deserving of joy get such a wonderful gift in their lives.
I've been thinking, I think, a little too much lately on the past. I've been terribly missing someone who hasn't been in my life for 2 years now. Someone who I just can't seem to let go of and forget. Odd huh? Also, trying to balance a tumultuous friendship that is filled with so much love and care that doesn't necessarily always come to the surface. Difficult, I know.
Here's to blogging every day if I can and waiting for the wonderful things that should be taking place in the next few months.
"where do we belong?"
<3<3 Caleb loves you already Aunt Nat! <3<3
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you've been on an emotional roller coaster. I definitely understand missing someone in your life. We lose people in life for unexplained reasons but it's even harder when you still see/hear about that person. It's funny how time changes things and you almost forget why they walked out of your life. But remember that there was a reason. You can't go forward until you recognize where you've been. I hope you can find some peace of mind knowing that things are working out exactly as they should, even if they aren't always the way that you want them to be.
<3 love you lovebug <3
xoxo